My final final exam as an undergrad is complete. Strangely enough, I grew bored half way through the exam and had to struggle to keep working. I suspect my boredom will impact the grade I receive, however it is hard to care at the moment. I am finished with my undergrad work.
I might have imagined I would be feeling a wild elation as I left school, but…I am not sure how I feel. There is some regret, a portion of my life ends. There is some satisfaction; I have managed to achieve a long held dream. But I am neither extremely happy nor extremely sad. I looked around me at school and said “this will likely be the last time I look at the school,” and had no strong emotional reaction. Some of my lack of emotional exuberance may be because I will be in school for another two years. My undergrad years have ended, but not my school years.
The weather here is wonderful. It is bright, warm, and there is a hint of green in the grass. As I got off the bus at school this morning I could smell spring through the diesel. I guess I am leaving at a time that will ensure I do not get a spring this year. Summer is in effect in
This is my last post from my computer at my apartment. I am not sure when I will next update, or from where, but I suspect it will be in another country in another time.
Goodbye apartment
Goodbye computer
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