July ends

I received an email from the MFA director at State yesterday. He was notifying all MFA students of a meet and greet on the 21^st, which was latter rescheduled for the 20^th due to conflicts with scheduling. Along with the notice, he included a few files that had reading lists and requirements for students to fulfill before graduation. Most of it is just intimidating, but the book list for the MFA exam in a year and a half is scary. They have 15 books that I have to read, some rather large ones, plus I have to choose another 10. Then one Friday at noon I will pick up the question, take it home, and have to have a 15-20 page essay ready by noon Monday. I do have some of the books already, but I will have to get at least another 8. Here is the required reading list for the poetry section:

M.F.A. REQUIRED READING LIST IN POETRY

1. Helen Gardner, ed. The Metaphysical Poets

2. M.H. Abrams, ed., Norton Anthology of English Literature: The Romantic Period

3. Walt Whitman, Leaves of Grass

4. Emily Dickinson, Collected Poems

5. William Butler Yeats, The Collected Poems of W.B. Yeats

6. T.S. Eliot, Collected Poems

7. Langston Hughes, Selected Poems

8. William Carlos Williams, Collected Earlier & Later Poems

9. Wallace Stevens, The Palm at the End of the Mind

10. W.H. Auden, Selected Poems

11. Robert Lowell, Selected Poems

12. Elizabeth Bishop, Collected Poems

13. Anne Sexton, The Complete Poems

14. Sylvia Plath, Ariel

15. Seamus Heaney, Selected Poems

A limited number of substitutions of other books by the same authors are possible, with the consultation of your advisor. In addition, you must supply a list of ten books of your own choosing in consultation with your advisor, for a total of 25 titles. This list must be given to the graduate secretary no later than the first week of your final semester.

I went down to the library on campus yesterday morning. For the first time I went to the top floor, the ninth floor, to get a book. There are some windows all around the outside of the floor, and I found myself feeling a little displaced again. The trees are so thick through much of the city that the city is hidden. From the library I looked south toward where my home is, and all I could see was a mass of green with a few tall buildings, towers, and power lines sticking out here and there. I have a continuing sense of being at home and not being at home as I walk around Raleigh. And walk I did. I left the library heading north, made a right, and after half an hour when I had not reached Cameron Village (a strip mall with a Harris Teeter), I realized the road must have twisted a bit, and I was still walking north. I had to make two more rights to get to the mall. I learned from this experience to always carry my compass with me. I am becoming quite comfortable with traveling on the buses, and can get to where I want quite easily. Riding the bus always takes a lot longer than going by car does, and even a short trip turns into a half day excursion.

I have 21 days until school starts. The summer was too short. Panic rises, and I considering running away. There must be some warm Caribbean island that would love to have me.

The last ten days (time flies when you are frustrated) have gone by quickly. I spent most of the last week doing some cleaning and upgrading of the computer I am using. It was slow and clunky, took forever to shutdown and start up. After all the changes it is running much better now. I have not yet bought any frames for my diplomas and degree. Ones that will work are too expensive, and the cheap ones will not work. Until I can find some reasonable compromise, I will not be displaying my achievement.

I have not had much luck cooking for the last ten days. I undercooked some nice brown basmati rice on the 18th. I ate leftovers for the time when Carol was gone, and they turned out fine. Since she has returned I have accidentally cooked some barley instead of rice (brice or rarely?) and over salted my creamy curried veggies.

I went for a nice walk with Carol this morning. We wandered around Pullen Park, which is near State. It is not a great park, but they do have an antique carousel. It was closed when we were there, but I shall return another day and get some photos of it when I can. There should be a link on the side to some photos taken in the park. The palm at the top of the page was also taken in the park. The palm trees are tiny, but us northern bred types take what we can get and enjoy the warmth.

After all the upgrades I made to this computer, the music sounds not half bad all thing considered. I missed my good tunes, and I still miss my large speakers, the space they gave the music cannot be replicated in the tiny desk speakers I have. Though they do not sound too bad.

I am starting to become fond of my little office. If only I had a 26 inch flat screen monitor, or the money to be able to consider buying one. The hardest part about being a student, and now a grad student, is the lack of money.

Graduate Perks

We had a real soaker of a storm last night. You might not be able to tell from the above photo, but everything is still dripping. While it was raining we were watching Titus, a film from Julie Taymor staring Anthony Hopkins. If you like Shakespearean tragedy, this is the story for you. It has rape, sacrifice to idols, murder, rebellion, and cannibalism just to round the story out. Taymor did a good job with the film, though I am not sure all her decisions work well.

Carol left this morning for Portland. She won't be back until Saturday. Her daughter is getting married, and she is off to celebrate the event. Interestingly enough, my Canadian checks were deposited in my American account yesterday, so I could go pick up a few kegs and hire some dancing girls if I were so inclined. I find very little desire to do so this morning. I was up too late last night and up again too early this morning. I guess I am getting old when my idea of a good time becomes stretching out on the couch and reading comp/rhet theory.

I think I will spend some of the money on getting a frame for my parchment degree. I was at State's library and came home with a few books. One benefit of being a grad student is that I get a 90 borrow period with two renewals. I could keep these books for 9 months!! I think I might get to like being a grad student.

Back Deck Ramble

Some people have called me crazy for sitting out here on the back deck this afternoon. But I think it is wonderful. The current temp is 85, there is a light, intermittent breeze, and I get to laugh at the birds as they eat, or pick through their snacks. The big prize for them is a sunflower seed, and they will gladly toss out other seeds until the get one. I have a tall glass of pink lemonade (powdered stuff, not the real thing) sitting beside me, and I have a pile of books and my notepad to make snarky comments should I feel the need to do so. This is as close as an ideal situation for me as I can find. All I need to have a perfect afternoon is some quiet music playing in the back ground. Instead I hear a morning dove singing below the traffic, and a few song birds in the trees. I can only identify the chic-a-dee that comes to eat (and the nasty, evil, squirrel). Most of the other birds, other than an occasional cardinal, are mysteries to me. Even with a bird book I cannot identify them.

I went for a walk with Carol this morning, and then again this afternoon. So far today we have walked around 3 miles. Virtue comes with a nice walk, apparently. The second walk was to another strip mall. This one has a Blockbuster, a theater, and some eateries and a drugstore. We had lunch at a Mideastern place, falafel and hummus. After lunch we saw an Ethiopian restaurant and were sorry we did not go there instead. Tomorrow we plan a long walk around the Lake, well, around part of it. Three birds were trying to eat from the feeder just now. I am only ten feet away, occasionally my feet get hit by bird seed.

Hopefully I can get a few more photos of different birds this afternoon.

It is a wonderful afternoon.

Sunday July 15: Just back from the long Sunday stroll, nothing much to add just this moment, but if you are interested links to some photos have been added to the photo links under today's date.

Waiting on my Degree

This is the view I had while eating my breakfast this morning. We had a wonderful thunderstorm yesterday evening and everything is wet and clean and smells great.
Yesterday was a busy day for me. I was up early and off to get my state ID. I tried to transfer my drivers license but they require non-driver liability insurance before they will issue one. Unfortunately for me, that would cost me 800 dollars a year, and for what I use it for I cannot afford to pay that. So, instead of a dl, I decided to go with a state ID. After getting that, I went down to the bank across the street from State and opened a bank account. That took a fair amount of time because I opened the account with the Canadian checks I had. But they are being processed, and within 7-9 days I should have money in my account--I hope. From the bank I rode to the far east of Raleigh, to Wake county community services and had my arm poked. One needle for measles, mumps, rubella, and one needle for tetanus. Both are required by the school. So far my arm is doing ok, and I have no fever etc. I am feeling god today because I have done those things, they have been hanging over me since I arrived here.

But what has me totally excited is that my parchment degree is in Raleigh. I am hoping FedEx will deliver it today. I feel a combination of excitement and anxiety. Once it arrives it will be official, I will be a graduate.

I have only one more requirement to complete, and hopefully I can do that later this week. That is to fill out some of the paper work the school requires for employment purposes. I guess this makes it nearly real??

2:35 PM
My degree arrived before ten. I am quite pleased with it.
After it arrived I zipped into State and filled out the employment stuff and got my state id. I am now, I guess, about as official as it gets. Just call me a grad student.

settlin in

One week in Raleigh. Seems a bit strange to write that, though it has been a week and a day that I have lived in this city. A news article in one of last weeks papers said that Raleigh is larger than St. Louis now. It does not seem like a city in the area I am living. The downtown is definitely a city, all cement and sidewalks (poorly maintained side walks). But there is also a large portion of green scattered around, enough to keep it from being a total eye sore.

Tuesday's meeting went well. I think school will be a pleasure, though a great deal of work. John showed me around the English dept. a little, then took me out for lunch. After lunch I met the program head. John then took me for a little tour of downtown Raleigh, and stopped at a nursery called Logan's Trading Co. It is built in a renovated train station. An interesting thing about the nursery right now is that it was as hot and humid out in the open as the ones in Cold Lake were with plastic/glass walls. They had a great selection of plants that I made Carol go look at Friday.

The Fourth was quiet. Some of the locals set off some fire works in the street, but nothing exceptional happened on our street. The parties were shut down early, in part because it was a Wednesday evening and many people had to work the rest of the week.

Thursday morning we went off to Whole Foods, and I was impressed by their veggie selection. Some exotic and interesting looking veggies that cried out for rescue, though I coldly left them behind. In the afternoon we zoomed out to K mart (zoom being a humorous way to say that the bus lines suck).

Friday we left early and went to the Farmer's Market. It is large and impressive, though they had no leafy greens at all. Not one slab of lettuce which was disappointing. Even their peaches are imported from South Carolina because of the nasty freeze earlier this year. We did manage to get home ok, though there was a little confusion on my part. The bus routes are not the friendliest things to figure out here. They do not always go back the way they came out. In the afternoon we caught another bus out to an Ace Hardware and the nursery. I made another boo boo and we go off about 8 blocks sooner than we should have. Fortunately it was not that hot out (92?) and the walk was tolerable.

This morning I wandered down to Cameron Village mall again. This time to return some videos and to get my library card. Both were accomplished, and so I am now holding library cards from Wake county and Chapel Hill. I hope to get my State id soon so I can go steal...errr...borrow books from them as well. It does not feel right to be without a library card.

The rest of today and all of tomorrow is set for writing and reading and preparing to get my NC Drivers license, which I will go see if I can get Monday. I am dreading that process, I fear it will take a long time, and be a big hassle. But I need to do it so Monday I will go see. Hopefully it won't be worse than I fear.